December 14-15, 2021

Highlights:

Stayed home due to very unstable hormone levels. Had time with hubby who was worried about me.

Was able to relax more by having him home. Loved taking a nap beside him.

He was able to get lots of work done so we will have more time to spend with each other during Christmas break! That makes me excited and grateful cause I miss having time with him where we don’t need to stress about work.

I had lots of cuddles with kyo kitty. She followed me around a lot and even layed on my lap a few times. I love it when she purrs and how she looks so content in my lap. It makes me feel great that she enjoys my company so much.

I was feeling down and to try to distract myself I did chores while listening to Christmas songs! It worked pretty darn well too cause I felt better afterwards! It also helped me feel less stressed seeing the house less messy. I wish I could ignore mess and not let it affect me.

I did an absolutely amazing job in animal crossing! I felt so good with the finished product! I felt like I was on par with those people who do the absolutely amazing designs! I also put a lot of research into it taking some ideas of others and spinning them into my own creations!

Hubby was hilarious when we went grocery shopping. He was so tired he acted like a drunk person.

Felt nice when hubby hugged me after a hard day.

December 13 2021

Highlights

One of the children who left the program gave me some leftover Christmas cookies her and her sister made! They were snickerdoodles and delicious ❤️

Another child who was leaving for a trip stopped by quickly just to give me a quick Christmas present when she doesn’t even celebrate that holiday! It was so sweet and made me feel special 😊

There was a child who left our program and although it was sad I got a great bug hug from her and was so happy to see her excited face at the pokémon cards we got her.

December 7-12 2021

BIG SORRY AGAIN

Sorry for the late blog updates! December has been super hectic! I will give highlights of what I remember being really great moments of these past days I’ve missed blogging!

My mom came down to help us clean up our place. She did such an amazing job and it relieved both my husband and I stress.

We went to van dousen light show today! It was absolutely beautiful! I loved taking pictures seeing all the lights and just being with my hubby and my family. My favorite was a shrub tunnel filled with tons of pink lights! It was like walking into a fairytale!

We went to a digimon tourney today and even though I lost a lot my hubby won which is unusual for him and seeing him so happy made me happy. Also he let me buy another pack of digimon cards! Hoping I get an alphamon

Had one day of the weekend to relax. Slept so much and lounged. I felt like my body really needed the rest and I’m so happy I took it. Also played animal crossing with my mom! It was fun she’s a retired nurse and we designed the hospital part so it was pretty accurate to a clinic 😂

Had a rough night on Friday but my hubby cuddled me and soothed me. My parents were sweet and brought me some cookies to help me feel better.

I started getting over my insecurities in animal crossing. I know it sounds silly but when I started looking at other people’s works I compared them to mine and felt like all of mine sucked in comparison. But I got over that feeling and pushed myself to make a house. I liked it and then after showing my other works to my mom and hubby and hearing their encouragement it also made me feel like ‘hey my designs are pretty great.’ so I’ve been designing way more and looking forward to designing!

I had a good open chat with my immediate supervisor. Some of it was not great but mostly I feel we’ve gotten over our awkward phase a bit she’s in a much better mood than she usually is and is being much more supportive of me and my mental health!

Finished my Christmas shopping! It was fun going out shopping with my mom and finding things online but it also feels really good to be done it all! A little worried if some stuff will arrive in the mail in time though.

Managed to get some chores done during the week!

December 6 2021

Highlights

Had a good talk with the hubby about our frustrations and had a nice cuddle afterwards.

I put on my face cream which I’ve been neglecting lately!

I had a really nice chat with N in the car ride home.

Major apologies

Hello,

I realized I have not written in the last couple of weeks (sorry if I worried anyone). I am doing well things have just been really hectic lately!

I will write the highlights that I remember on the weekend.

Hubby hugging me in a tight embrace after apologizing for being a grumpy bear.

Going to a specialty snack store and finding all sorts of cool food to choose and eat.

Having a facial with my mom as our Christmas present and shopping beforehand!

Most of volleyball with my dad!

Being able to nap and rest over the weekend!

November 21 2021

Highlights

I slept in so long! It was great to sleep in that long when I haven’t done it in awhile.

Played some animal crossing it was fun.

Snuggled with hubby it was great.

Played sunhaven together. It was wonderful seeing how happy my hubby was, he wanted to play it with me all week.

November 20, 2021

Highlights

B came over yesterday and it was fun to have him!

We all went to digimon card game tournament. Tbh I didn’t have a lot of fun playing the card game, but it was really fun talking with friends!

We went out to eat after the tourney and that was probably my favorite part of the day! We joked so much and laughed a lot! It was absolutely great!

November 19 2021

Highlights

Played the new pokemon brilliant diamond on switch and broadcasted it on switch! It was fun making fun of the horrible graphics and the game in general.

Getting the game with my mom was fun! Spending time with her was great!

Came to an understanding about something I was worried about with coworker! (about electronics).

It was fun playing the turkey day animal crossing!

November 18, 2021

Highlights

Was able to tell my coworker about my mental health restrictions and she took it well and said she supports me.

Morning shift went smoother got along well with other coworkers.

Had a nice laugh with my coworker.

Started designing a bit in animal crossing it helped lift my sad mood a little bit.

November 17 2021

Highlights

Played animal crossing with my mom and she designed the cafe at my dlc island! It was fun being with her especially since she doesn’t play video games ever.

Got to have a really good sleep yesterday.

Came home to an eager and happy husband after work!

Designed another great place in animal crossing. Also I am getting rid of a villager that I want to keep but don’t have space for so I added her to the dlc island! Now I can still visit her when I want!

Work went by quickly yesterday. The children were very hyper. But I enjoyed being silly with them.